Hmm... well when I was younger I was a mean kid lol. I forgot what grade, I'm not sure. I wasn't the mean kid at school, but at Telegraph Hill (after school program) I was pretty mean, but I somehow changed dramatically through those years because I remember like the next year my personality had a 360 degree change. I don't know what happened but I guess is that I learned about esteem somehow through experience. (English teacher taught us the triangle thing). Even though I didn't know about God, He worked with me anyways, He knew that one day I will be a believer but when I was a careless kid running around not knowing that God was watching over me and watching my every move planning everything for me. My life from since the day I accepted Jesus as my Savior has been more complete than ever. And I do feel more loved even with my parents, my friends who aren't Christians, and I just see things in a different light too. And I don't want to go back to being that mean little kid I was before, and I know God won't let that happen to me at all. And I just love where I am now, it's great and I like how I met everyone at fellowship, and going through my parents not letting me go back to Cameron House, and finding Cumberland. Well I think that is how God has changed my heart and is still molding it, and making it more like Him. And He has really opened up my eyes, to really apperciate for all the people in my life, and all the things that I was able to experience in the past and I still am giong to experience more things because of MedLink (crud!!! hope that won't clash too much with softball even though it's once a month and ends on April), and Health Academy at school.
lala... here's the triangle I was talking about http://sagerave.files.wordpress.com/2008/01/maslow.gif
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i think it's really cool how you SEE a change in your own life. and how you feel God is leading you through all of that is really cool. we're really glad you came to cumberland too :]. keep trusting in Him!
ReplyDeleteoh, and i recognize that triangle from my law class. its called "Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs". really interesting stuff..
Thank you for sharing your thoughts. Your testimony is very powerful. It is a wonderful example of how reading God's word and reflecting can help us be more aware, more appreciative. God seeks to change us, God is always at work, sometimes, even when we are not aware.
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