Wednesday, 1/7/09, Day 56 - Exodus 12:31-42, What's clouding your view of God's plan for you?

What's clouding your view of God's plan for you? hmmm to me, this is a very hard question. It is because i don't comprehend His plan for me. Just the thought of it surrounds me with so many questions. i know that there is a plan, but i don't know how it works. What makes me drift away from His plan? Is it something that I'm doing that He is not happy about? But if that is true and i come out of this so called "bad something" and learn from it.....was that also part of His plan for me? so does that mean no matter what i am doing, it is already in God's intention for it to happen? hmmm....yea it is so mind blowing. I think that He doesn't want me to fully understand His plan. If i knew His plan for me, then it is like having all the answers given to me....thats no fun ): . I guess it is because i am still "young." I haven't experienced enough both in faith and life......i bet He wants me to experience events that leads me to my own answers. The lessons we experience are the ones that will change our lives and constantly play a role .... not the lessons that are simply given and easily forgotten. it is just as mark said....it is a step by step kind of thing XD

For now, this is how i comprehend His plan for me.....i would say that whenever I see God work in my life (past, present, and future) is His plan for me. Whenever i am in a slum and i come to Him for help. Whenever I am super happy and thank Him in prayer. Whenever I feel him using me in doing something that brings glory to His name. Whenever I am being loved by other Christians. Yea....i can make a never ending list of how much He plays a big part in my life. It is only going to get longer as i keep growing older. i guess to answer that question ^ ....distractions that are anything but God is clouding my view of God's plan for me. Anything that makes me lose sight of God in my life for even a second.....and anything that physically and emotionally draws me into the chaos and im stuck to it like glue.