grumbling against God

sorry for not posting something for awhile....been pretty hectic....thank you to the bloggers who kept on blogging and continuing this XD

Hmmm.... I complain a lot especially if it is about the world. I complain about corporations, poverty in third world countries, people's attitudes toward certain things......basically almost anything. I wonder by complaining about these topics, I am actually complaining about God. He did afterall create this world in which we live in. He also did create every single thing in the universe. Am i complaining about His works? Am I complaining about His creation's creations? Hmmm....i bascially mean am i complaining about the things we had created for ourselves?

These kinds of things are suppose to happen right? It is in His plan, so these things are meant to be? Again....I dont understand His plan, but these controversies are happening right now and they are real.....there is a reason why, right? I don't know what I am saying....it's just that why is it that I can so easily indirectly complain about Him. For example, when i complain about teenagers shoplifting in malls. I am complaining about the teenagers, their background that might have led them to do this, the peer pressure....all the reasons a person can think of. God created people. People created peer pressure..... ahhhh too complicated to explain. well, anyways i basically mean that when i complain about the world, am i really complaining about God? or am i just complaining about sin itself? ahhh then i am not really complaining about God. hmmm....I just answered my own question, i think.

hmmm.....but what if we didnt have these things to complain about? Life would be perfect. We wouldn't have strong beliefs to be the catalysts for change. There would be no reform because there would be nothing to reform about. We wouldn't see God working through these situations leading to a light at the end of the struggle. I criticize and complain because life is not perfect. I don't think it will ever be......

sorry if it doesn't make sense, i don't even understand what is going in my head right now