am i cooperative or stubborn?

i think for the most part i am cooperative, especially with God. There are so many things i want to do myself, but sometimes they conflict with God's Word...i actually want to stay bitter at some friends...even in fellowship! now that's the sinful nature thats in me. The holy spirit in me knows better and is telling me to love them, give them grace, everyone struggles differently...who am i to judge? i want to listen to God because i know living with His standards are so rewarding! when i obey Him, i show i love Him. When i cooperate with Him, He blesses me with His presence...for God who is Holy can't stand being in the presence of sin, which is evil. Being in God's presence is beyond any words that can be described. =]